Nostalgia

Just read my last post... and i've attributed it to PMS :)

Anyway, have started the second phase of my moving out of the hostel room. Moved my fan and a few other things this morning. Felt really really sad when i drove out of campus. Nostalgia setting in i guess. Even the night before when annie and farrah and i were talking about our trip, the feeling was just so bittersweet coz i knew it would be the last time hanging out with them. The last time that we would be all together. I mean, i'm sure we'd still be friends in the future but we'll all be going our seperate ways. Like, they'll be off to cambodia and i'll be here. Sigh... all a part of growing up i guess. I'm really going to miss these guys. The people i knew since voices. They've been a great bunch. Went for satay kajang with some of the dudes just now and we started telling farah and syakri bout our trips overseas and what we did. Reminiscing. Adn laughing over our stupidity. All those memories are just printed in my head. I can even remember exact scenes, just like photos except that these 'photos' will be with me forever. Or at least till i die or get alzheimers. :) But anyway, the point is that i'm leaving. Saying goodbye.

Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can i sail through the changing ocean tide?
Can i handle the seasons of my life?

Well, i've been afraid of changing
Coz i've built my life around you
And i'm getting older too

Nothing like listening to landslide by dixie chicks right now.

And thinking bout all the good times i had with all of them. The first trip to phillipines. Then thailand, australia and finally, cape town. All those times i made a fool out of myself and they were there to rescue me, laugh at me, and then tell everyone else :) All i feel like doing right now is sigh...

And memories past fill my head...