Sunday, August 24, 2003

changing plans

Why does something always have to happen when plans have already been made? Why must something always pop up? All this while when we talking about our plans to go thailand i somehow had this nagging feeling that something was going to come up and somehow spoil our plans. And i was right! That feeling was not uncalled for! Sigh... anyway, the number of ppl for our trip has now dwindled to a mere 3. It's now me, annie and mac. At least i think it is. Problem now is, i'd have to leave koh samui alone and travel the 12 hours back alone in a van. I just hope it's safe and not dodgy. Actually, i'm not really sure if the plans are still on! What a waste of my leave if they're not! Could have taken them some other time then. Sigh... and sigh again... i was really excited about this trip and this is what happens. Furthermore i went around hunting for transport deals today, getting all excited and suddenly a pin had to burst my balloon. Damn.

On another note, i'm writing this blog from back home. It's been four months since i last came back and it feels nice to be back in the house where i grew up. Didn't realize how much i had missed home till i got back. Nothing like the saying ' Home Sweet Home'. I realize now that coming back doesn't mean going out with your friends or even with your family. It just means settling your ass back on the bed where you've slept on for 17 years and just chilling out - watching tv, reading a book etc. I guess ppl who go back home often don't realize how lucky they are. I miss my house. Not necessarily the ppl in the house (of coz i miss my family too) but the house itself. The familiar nooks and crannies. The untidiness. The couch potato feeling of settling onto the sofa with the remote control in my hand and a bag of chips next to me. It's just great to be back in my house.

Home is where the heart is...

Shit... thought about our holiday plans again.. damn fucked up... oh well... like annie said, even if it's only me and her... two hot women at the beach with white men... what more can i ask for? :)

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